5-1/2 Hours for nothing

Today you reached out with a good morning smile, followed up a hour & half with something about a beautiful day and stopping by my office later…

Now realize that the night before when you reached out and asked what I was doing the next day, to which I answered office in the AM and RRM In the PM. But you still suggested then and again today stopped by the office in the afternoon…

Guess you can’t read or are so self-absorbed you did not bother to read, understand or care about what I answered as to where I would be…

So needless to say when you called late in to the afternoon I was not at the office. Now I did suggest you meet me at my house and you did, with me arriving a few minutes later.

Now the best part… I was just a pit stop, as you went over to the bar for karaoke… and the best part, the karaoke guy failed to show up… but you managed to “pick up” “some guy” and seemed to have entertained him in your van that night… or so I assume from (a) what “fat” Mike announced to the cupcake place and (b) what I saw as I left to pickup my friends house.

Honestly, it’s like you are trying to whore-yourself out to me and anyone else…

Me because I assume that the reason you reached out a week ago and again yesterday/today is because of the up coming concert I have tickets for (that we are supposed to go to)…

FUCK!!! What a sad little girl. How fucked up am I? Why do I even try? Why do I care? Why don’t I just walk away? Maybe find someone who is not you?